Worried that people are laughing at you?

Worried that people are laughing at you?: Hello readers I am going to talk about seven disappointments with you that I remember from my childhood days from the times when I was trying to learn how to speak properly in English I know that there is this huge fear that is right there in your heart residing there from a very long time which is not making you able to speak proper English not making you properly practice and that is why you need to read this right till the end to find out all the times that I was also laughed back 

              Worried that people are laughing at you?

Hello readers I am going to talk about seven disappointments with you that I remember from my childhood days from the times when I was trying to learn how to speak properly in English I know that there is this huge fear that is right there in your heart residing there from a very long time which is not making you able to speak proper English not making you properly practice and that is why you need to read this right till the end to find out all the times that I was also laughed back I am very sensitive person and everything that I hear about myself affects m and for that matter even some comments that I receive on my email effect immediately okay I am still learning how to avoid taking impact of those things on my heart I am learning that okay so when these things happened with me that I am going to talk about with you today they really affected me at that time okay that time were they were important to me in today's they may be important only because they were constructive in pushing me forward for that matter I may say that were important to me but otherwise if you say that I am still negatively influenced with them or they were a hindrance in my progress no that did not happen and that is why why I am going to write this blog in a very positive stride okay I know a lot of you are reading this to derive some kind of motivation from whatever you are reading right now and I don't want to be a negative influence in your life because I want you to know one thing no matter who laughs at you and no matter who mocks you who laughs at your English your personality your communication skills whoever does that to you there is this one person okay one person who belies in your effort that's you, and that is why you are never going to give up that is a promise that you have made to me and you have to continue with that promise had I stopped right then would I ever come into this position where I am helping other with their speaking skills no I would have never arrived at this position so that is why I want you to remember that whatever I am going to talk with you today is just a little hint about the fact that it has happened with everybody, everybody has gone through it and that is why you are also going through it you are not going to stop no matter what you are not going to stop that is what my lesson is from this blog now you may begin reading points there is one more thing that I want you to know before I proceed going to a good school does not ensure good English but yes it definitely facilitates it definitely helps if you are willing to learn OK so again everything is on you.

The first incident is from the time when I was speaking to a very good friend of mine I said then ''I didn't told her '' that is what I said and if you know it's not supposed to be been told it's supposed didn't tell you never use a past tense with did so did not tell did not speak did not eat that is how it is supposed to be but I did not know that okay so did not know that we were talking about something and I said I didn't told her and god she really broke my heart she made fun of me (brijesh tujhe itna bhi nhi pta) that is what she did to me and I was a little girl it really felt bad because she was a very good friend of mine and she still is it's just that I think she doesn't read my blog so I am comfortable talking about hr when I sat down to write these point in my diary I could finish them within 5 minutes so much I wrote in 5 minutes because I still remember each one of them distinctly in my heart and that is because I felt them too deeply then there is this one incident from the time when I was in class 8 I remember class 8 very distinctly remember it there was this this teacher of time I wanted to go to the washroom I was obviously class a child is a little child right I went to her and I asked your permission to go to washroom but somehow I  did not use proper English and I messed up the sentence I mean except for few words like go and washroom I think nothing else made sense and I turned to another teacher who was sitting next to her beside her and then she loved looking at me making this hand gesture let look wash stalking look at her she cannot even speak that she cannot even ask for a proper permission that is what she said to the teacher sitting next to her I still remember it felt so bad so bad I mean being a teacher how can you make fun of a student I think that is one thing I learnt that day I am a teacher myself now I never I swear on my god I have never ever laughed at a student no matter how horrendous mistake they have made no matter how big a mistake they have made I never make fun of them because children have heart of feather you don't know how to describe how weak it is you can't break it they look up to you, you are supposed to be guiding them not making fun of them if I find one of them I would just say to them look at me look what have made of myself who are you to judge me who were you to ever judge me I wish I could say that to them okay so number three is a silly stupid incident I remember I wanted to go to washroom again okay don't carry this image about me that she is always going to washroom but somebody mentioned to me that there's the loo loo you know washroom is also called loo at that I did not know what to loo is and I asked and again I was not that then one more incident remember is falling bald bold  didn't baldy who they people who do not have hair on head  they are supposed to be called bald but I referred to it as bold and again it called for a huge laughter then there was this one incident where I called jk Rowling I mentioned to her as jk Rowling I did not know it's supposed to be rolling and again people just  need a chance if there is o w before L it's supposed to be owl it's not supposed to be old so it's not supposed to be rolling it's supposed to be Rowling learnt it that way the hard way I remember each of those people who made fun of me and this was my cousin we were going to a wedding we were traveling in a bus I asked somebody to move their legs and instead because I wanted to climb next to him or I don't remember what happened but I wanted them to move there their legs and instead of saying move your legs I said remove your legs that is funny I do agree I would have laughed myself but the way she embarrassed me in front of some 50,60 people who were sitting in the bus she terribly made noise about it oh look at all what she's talking that is what she did then it was quite embarrassing because I also had a boy that bus whom I had a crush on I really did not want him to laugh at me at that moment it gets very embarrassing when you are insulted in front of somebody who like so it was a crush just a passing crush trust me nothing happened and then there is one incident where I wish I could have been right and not wrong I wish I could just go in my past all over again I was just trying to understand an equation in somebody's register and my class monetarist she started shouting at me she wanted me to go back to my seat because I was standing and looking at the equation and my class monetarist she started shouting at me she wanted me to go back to my seat and I remember I shouted back I asked her to step back and told her that I am watching the equation watching that's the word I used watching is different from looking she repeated that sentence back watching the equation she mentioned it loudly in the class and there were some fifty girls we I am from a girls school there  were some 45,50 girls in the class everybody started to laugh at me they burst out laughing I remember I could still gather my courage and stand up and say what's wrong with the words that I used you tell me did I say something wrong I fought back but in my heart I knew that there's something wrong with it I wasn't really sure about what was wrong I did know that watching is not supposed to be placed there glad I knew I have covered everything okay.

These were a few instances to just give you this feeling that it happens with everybody it will happen with you as well do not worry no matter it happened with me no matter it happened with everyone else  of you speaking proper English so why not you start your journey right away start doing the things that I told you  in my blog and  start updating your progress in the tracker that do your exercise for the next 30 days keep updating your progress whatever you are dong everyday keep updating the tracker probably we can squeeze in one more homework for you how about you tell me out of the four things reading writing listening speaking I repeat that reading writing listening speaking which of these four is your most favorite and which of these for you hate doing the most tell me on the comments I will read your comments and I will provide you some more knowledge.

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